Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Great Expectations

 Great Expectations

ON a recent trip to my hometown Kolkata, I hit upon my favourite childhood book Great Expectations by Charles Dickens, in our attic library. As I flipped through its dusty, yellow pages, years flashed past fast; its eternal characters, old London appeared to me as the road to human endurance and truth. The story filled with dark, unacceptable thoughts seemed so enchanting.

The novel is full of a sense of threat that makes it so intriguing. It is replete with imageries of poverty, prison ships, the hulks, barriers and chains, and fights to the death that are boundless and deep. And then there are those reflections of Pip, the protagonist, and Abel Magwitch, the escaped convict and the strange relationship between them.

The mists of infatuations always invite half-baked, unfulfilled yet passionate relationships. When Pip met married Estella in the ruins of Satis House, he could see “the shadow of no parting from her“ to “the shadow of another parting from her.“ As I would read that part over and over again, I could sense dangerous love. Even a child reader would get a sense of ambiguous and original love, and a feeling that “life is unfair but it's still good“.


The story speaks of unconventional forms of love and how beauty, grace and prospects could spice up a humble existence. Yet even then, this could lead to unrequited love, hatred and a failed relationship. The fact that most intense of relationships could lurk in most unlikely of situations comes across in the book. 

These days I read a lot of contemporary literature, and I'm not particularly convinced by their rosy and clean version of love. They lack obsession, passion and the dark, beautiful world, the necessary negativities to open up a magnetic life. Yes we need to shun negative impulses and people, but it is not wise to be shut in a mundane, happy existence. I want to look at the boundless world and its infinite possibilities and marvel like an eight-year old, forever.

Meghna Maiti



Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Summer


Summer

This summer seems strangely similar to my childhood days, just when the whirling heat and dust came from nowhere to play along the eucalyptus and mango trees and then vanish just as freakishly, as if its sole mission had been to romance with the curves and bends of the numerous trees of a certain idyllic region of Bengal. The sky would give off a phantom light. We would feel the blaze and know for certain something desirous was headed our way.

I could see the stray dog wagging its tail near a small puddle of water as the first sign of heat struck us. Strong sun charred the tin roofs of the grocery shops. The lanes would be populated with sweating people, speeding up and down the road, brushing against each other as they yelled maniacally. The aroma of barbecued meat, chello kebab and the flavours of bengali cuisines wafted through the burning inferno. In strident white sparks, I could see those vivid faces, loving gestures, longing hearts, looking into my eyes.

Those were the days when I would get tempted to hide inside the cool confines of my grandparents’ house. I would just lie quietly on the floor, stare at the beam, listen to the discordant noise of the ceiling fan and wait for sundown. The occasional breeze from gulmohar and neem trees would turn the room cooler. I would be at peace and read on.

Then perhaps, roused by the sadness in my eyes, a band of pigeons would fall out of the sheltered nest, tumble frantically in the still, sizzling area, sort out their way and streak away across the white sky.

The summer is a lethal combination of intensity, desire, nostalgia and sometimes breathes of strained relationships. It builds its sandcastle, the somewhat dreamy, beloved abode that speaks of love and passions. It drives you insane. Then suddenly on a whim, on days with cold breeze, it collapses the house and disappears.


ENDS